20 years ago...

Don't know what's going on in my heart, I try to feel, I go to work and I'm laughing with my colleagues, but I understand there's not I want. I'm being lazy, I 'm being tired, I'm trying to find myself, but the way I did, it's just show I'm trying to escape.

I keep thinking the questions that my colleagues asked me few day before, how's was my childhood? how's was my primary and secondary school? how's was my life in college and now? I can't even answer any question of them, because I know I wasted my 20 years life with nothing.

My childhood... BLANK
My primary school life... BEING HATE BY OTHERS
My secondary school life... BASKETBALL
My college life... WORKING & MONEY
and now... NO LIFE

I feel scare, I'm all alone doing everything, solving problem and make decision by all myself...
I'm acting I'm strong, but I'm not...
I'm acting I had a lot of friends, but I don't have...
I'm acting my life are full and enjoyable, but it is because i don't want be the loser...

my life are nothing and wasted...

Istana Budaya - Siti Di Alam Fantasi

It was the first time i stand behind the stage @ Istana Budaya. It was really big and high technical but bad things is people won't have the full knowledge of using this technical. They still using the 'traditional' way to run the whole show. It very messy and mistakes. 

These was the most funny part. 

These was not our show, we were only provide flying effect for the show. 

The END.

Stage control.